I'd like to say i've gotten a little better. I think there might even be a doorway in now. Although it's probably electrified or has some other rather offensive defense mechanism on it.
I have this talk with a friend, every year. Not quite as regular as clockwork, but its come close. Every time, he's told me to loosen up and relax a bit. Maybe even go to a club in town or something. I think this is the first year I might be tempted to go.
Was at a wedding on Saturday. It was a lot of fun, even if I really only knew one table of people and as a result, felt like a long tailed cat in a room of rocking chairs. Danced a bit, talked a bit, listened a lot. Got noticed by someone who "didn't know I could dance". That made for an interesting conversation on mind verses body after the wedding was over :). Got invited to a dinner, meeting place about a block away from where the wedding took place. *hangs head* I got LOST. After about half an hour of walking around trying to find it, I gave up and drove home. Found bed at 10:30, slept till 9:30. YAY sleep!
Wow; that's a lot of babbling, and its WAAAAY past my bedtime. Night. :)